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Thursday, May 19, 2005

Today I sat in for a job training at North Brigde Centre, just beside Parco Bugis Junction. As usual, I am back to the job as being a salesman. But I guess this time it is something like downgrade. Downgrade to direct sales. For your people who do not know what is direct sales, it means TO GO AROUND BEGGING THEM TO BUY YOUR PRODUCT.
YES! IT'S PURELY COMMISSION BASED!! <--- so if anyone of your is interested in SCV or Maxonline plz plz look for me can? Come to think of it, I have always resented outdoor sales but I have no idea how come I went for the job training. Guess its because I am simply too free eh? N I also met XY at the place. I simply cannot stand her when she start worrying about this and worry about that. Worry that she cannot sell, worry that she don't know how to sell, worry that she waste her time. RELAX!! I also have my doubts, but no one knows till you try right? The 4hour product training was really taxing and a lot of late-comers kept coming in after 2pm. Damn... waste a lot of time. Actually think I am expericing what XY is feeling.. what if I stand there for the whole day w/o any sales? That means suck thumb no pay.... hmm... should remain positive for the time being.
Nb... so time wasting to DL mp3 nowadays.. spent 2hr to DL the jolin album.. then only DL 4 songs only.. kaoz..

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'TAKE;

"Because of you"

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

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