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Thursday, May 12, 2005

I did something really stoopid 2day. Something that I had wanted to do all along while I was having my exams but i mange to supress the thought. Dun know why but 2day/2night the though just came back. I told myself that i have to do it, else i will keep thinking about it. I went to the coffee club express at harbour front.....
Yes.. for those who know the story... i went to eat the Rum n Raisin Choc Truffle.. all along i had wanted to know how it taste like. Izzit really that sweet?? izzit really that nice?? izzit really that heavenly?? I wanted to taste for myself! Good thing for me was that there was still 2 slices even though i arrive q late (bout 2045). Without any hesistation, i sat down and ordered the it.

yah.. cant deny that it was really nice but it no longer have the same taste that i have pictured it to taste in my mind. The feeling is gone....gone just like everything else that once was in my heart. i sat there stoning after i finished the cake. Alot of things kept running thru my mind but i have no idea what they are.. just plain stoning.... (guess its because everything happens for a reason... even the cake. guess it shld never have cross onto my path in the 1st place)
btw.. have to criticise on the stoopid waiters at coffee club. DAmn!! all the waiters are malay n their service sux! Stoopid Shit!! Stand there nothing to do n dun even bother to come to refill my water. The worse thing was they ate the Mac fries that the customer left behind!!!

Haiz.. not bad.. finally did something that I wanted to do so badly... guess i have nothing buzzing in my head anymore le eh??

"At 1st though u still can be saved" says she
"But now ley?" says me
"No cure loh... all medicine no use" says she
"There is a med.. but no one can prescribe that to me.." says me
"Only you can cure yourself" says she

yes! 3 more episode more!!

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'TAKE;

"Because of you"

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

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