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Monday, August 08, 2005

!0am... My stoopid phone was ringing. Damn it! Having regrets about my promise to Don. Cursing and swearing at no one in particular. It was a tough battle between my determination and my 2m by 1m soft bed. To make things worst, God was there to help "it". The heavy rain accompanied with the cold weather was probably the best deterrent against my wild idea. SCHOOL HAVE NOT START YET!! GO BACK TO BED N SLEEP UNTIL YOUR ASS IS WARM...
Argghhh... i mustered all my will that is left to fight this coercion. Took a quick shower, changed, packed and chiong out of my home.
Life as an NTU student today... i thot to myself ... what crap!! Can't believe i am really doing this man!! On such a "nice" weather some more!!
Finally reached NTU after taking bus, train and more buses. Followed the stoopid crowd and alighted in a foreign place just to find that i ended up in can A. After some directions, i found a place in LEE WEE NAM LIB n Don came later. He showed me around and b;ah blah blah <--- i am getting bored of this shit!! HAHA I think i shall just go to the main point!!
Hmmm... i really liked NTU, at least more than NUS. Guess its more of an unexplanable feeling eh? Having deep regrets that i did not choose NTU instead. But oh well.. have already been in the NATION UNION OF SHIT for 2yrs le... y not another 2yrs right??

omg... after reading thru what i just blogged.. i think it sux, what have i blogged!!! I think its due to my bad mood.. hmm... shld try and salvage it.

CANTtakeIT;2:01 AM

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'TAKE;

"Because of you"

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

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-MY HISTORY-

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