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Saturday, August 20, 2005

Noticed that i have been blogging very frequently these few days. Guess I am hooked to it and also probably cause i got nothing better to do that blog at night.
Met up with Cl and Phoe just now for dinner. It had been a very very long time since i met up with my these JC class mates. Conferred as the attitudes in our class, I was feeling skeptical in joining them for dinner. Furthermore, there was not much common topic since Cl was now working and Phoe studying in SIM. N THE WORST THING WAS THEY ARE MEETING AT PARKWAY!! CAUSE ITS NEARER TO THEIR HOUSE.... but heck lah.. its a night when the bitches unite!
I was super late so i had to take a cab down. 8bucks!! n that stoopid uncle tried to cheat me by adding the 1buck peak hour. Luckily i was alert enough to know that the peak hour is over. Anyway, we had dinner at SAKAE and it was a luky night for me cause that waitress forgot to key in my Teriyaki Don! Since CL was signing with her LAdies CArd and seeing that my item was only the Agadaeshi Tofu, she treated me!! ;p
After that we went to Beach Hut for beer. My 1st time there but found that the place is actually quite a good chill out place. Comfty place with the good ambience except for the noisy band which i thot was good at 1st. But suprising, the crowd kept pouring in even though i thot that the music was lousy. We did a lot of catching up and bitching. Really bring back old memories... yah... really really OLD memories. All of us felt that we have grown old... After that we all grew tired so we walked CL home while i lombang Phoe on the cab to Tanjong Katong Mall before i head home.
On the way home, I though about alot of things... finally realize the similarity of us CJCians that I dun really see in NUS. Hate to admit to it but we are really not those scholars type. We always pontan, neber mug, fail exams, skip school n dun study well unlike those people. But we have our character! A character that I cannot find in those NUS chao muggers! A unqiue character that makes us stand out from others and let us feel good about ourself!
Oh btw... the drinks were also on CL, this means my whole night expenditure was only on the 20bucks cab fare... makes me feel like a "small white"... haiz... what to do.. my spending power can no longer match hers cause she is working now...

P.S: I am going to wake up from the STUPOR!!

CANTtakeIT;2:15 AM

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'TAKE;

"Because of you"

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

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