HALLOW!!! Haven't been blogging for a v v long time despite the "happening" vaction that i am going thru now.
Hmmm... maybe i will back track another about what had happened.
Meanwhile.... INTERNSHIP SUCKS!!
I feel like a total zombie. Waking up early in the morning @
I wun mind if my office is a workaholic haven.. but it is a hell of a place. Everything is so slow down there.. boring bunch of engineers... In fact i am having fear that i might end up just like them... lifeless, boring... n worst of all...no life...
So what do i do everyday @ work??
Nothing.... just sleep or do reading... yah.. i do not have a computer there. Can anyone imagine?? In this modern stage of world, how to do work w/o a com!!! So they just throw me some text n stuff and expect to turn me into another newton....
hmm.. maybe thats how they train the other guy who is relatively new.. cause i always see him eating apples in the office. He can eat 2-3 apples a day in the office. Hmm.. hoping that an apple will land on him and he discover some galaxy revolution theory?
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I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
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