Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Wow! Realise that its been v long since i last blogged..
Am 2 lazy to type... so i guess i shall draw!!
hmm... think a picture speaks a thousand words..
Am 2 lazy to type... so i guess i shall draw!!
hmm... think a picture speaks a thousand words..
CANTtakeIT;12:03 AM
Monday, July 03, 2006
PAH06 is finally over!!
"Its very well done!!" says a lot of pple that came n gave me feedback on the project
Yah i had to agree that it was v well done.. everything went well, nice murals, good programmes, sponsors were happy.... but i think the only thing left was myself..
I felt diff after the project... realize that in the process of finishing the stuff on time, i neglected alot of things... i neglected pple's emotions, their abilities, their faith and it seems like i also forgotten the initial objective of PAH...
I was being 2 result orientated until i can feel myself transforming into some one...
some one like seb... some emotionless freak who dun care how other feel, some one who keeps demanding... asking n asking..
yup! its all me!! i am such a bastard that is so untactful.... hmm actually i also have no idea why its so... but its definitely not due to stress.. its just my character?? haha so dun play play hor...
anyway... sorry to those peeps who i had been rude to or who had find me unreasonable for the past 2 days... really sorry..
"Its very well done!!" says a lot of pple that came n gave me feedback on the project
Yah i had to agree that it was v well done.. everything went well, nice murals, good programmes, sponsors were happy.... but i think the only thing left was myself..
I felt diff after the project... realize that in the process of finishing the stuff on time, i neglected alot of things... i neglected pple's emotions, their abilities, their faith and it seems like i also forgotten the initial objective of PAH...
I was being 2 result orientated until i can feel myself transforming into some one...
some one like seb... some emotionless freak who dun care how other feel, some one who keeps demanding... asking n asking..
yup! its all me!! i am such a bastard that is so untactful.... hmm actually i also have no idea why its so... but its definitely not due to stress.. its just my character?? haha so dun play play hor...
anyway... sorry to those peeps who i had been rude to or who had find me unreasonable for the past 2 days... really sorry..
CANTtakeIT;11:47 PM
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"Because of you"
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
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