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Friday, August 29, 2008

Its 4am here in Houston and I am still awake.
Just sent K n N to the IAH airport. They woke me up in the middle of the night to drive them to the airport... 2.45am, the streets were like a dead city..

Cant get back to sleep. Not sure if i am feeling edggy over my trip or am i excited.
I got paranoid halfway while driving back to the hotel and thought to myself
"Hmm... 30th Aug 0655 is Houston timing or SG timing??"
Knowing pretty well that its Houston timing, i still called the SIA helpdesk and asked the operator 3 times for confirmation b4 i hung up the phone..

Ok!! My vacation trip is set!
2 weeks in Western part of USA.
3 days in San Francisco, 3 days in LA, 2 says San Diego, 2 days Vegas, 2 days Grand Canyon, 1 day vegas and i will be back in Houston.
Will be flying to San Francisco, renting a car from there and driving my way to all the other places..

Suprisingly, after i did my booking, i only paid ~$1.2k for the accomodation and car in total. But i guess there are a lot of more hidden costs when i get there.
But still, i think its quite worth it cause my per diems will actually help offset and pay for part of the trip. And guess what!! I am staying in the LUXOR hotel in Vegas and I am only paying 80bucks per night!!!

Ok... time to sleep.. still have to return the truck 2molo...

CANTtakeIT;5:26 PM

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'TAKE;

"Because of you"

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

'IT;

-MY HISTORY-

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